Is there any place who can accommodate me?

I couldnt stand being here for even another second!

Life starts after 6.30?

This is just noT right at all.............................

I need a way out. An alternative plan..

Resume.. Interview..Money..

After all those.. will life be any better than this?

I am a floating dead soul in a walking body

I wonder what make me visit here again...

Reading back the previous posts is always nostalgic. It's like judging the younger you... The good bad old days. What if.......... Always the two words that slap myself on the face real hard.

At this moment, days are still passing like water flowing off the tap. Meaningless.

There is nothing much to look forward to but 6.30 and holidays ahead.

Even looking forward for 27th pay day make me feel like any ordinary OL. Well, I am not any better than them. Physically present but mentally has flew off... or nvr been here at all.

What am I expecting in life?

Seriously...............................

I have no idea at all 

I couldn't find myself in this suffocating working environment.

"Suffocating" in this bird cage with no interest to be in.

How to change my lifestyle?

How to make my day brighter? 

How to escape from my routine?

How to live happier?

I am not complaining, not putting the blame on anyone.

I am responsible for where I am today.

Just........... is there anything I can do to help myself?