Jane Tan!!...
U are not allowed to get sick right now......!
sob... sob....



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where are u???
where are u???!!!!!

friday de 13th.....
de sui day.....

skip de sui part la....

hang out wit my old frenz at nite.....
end up goin back home at 5 in de morning...
lol....

he just came back from ns...
n she is heading there next week....
hmm....
all da best ya gal.....
take care....:)

btw..
"sy.... u shud come back n join 43 la...."
hmm..
i.... i.... i.........................
haih.......

actually de semangat rc really came back recently....
boring life sucks la.....
had de second thought of....'why dont join tutti...'....

hmm.....
think think n think......
i screwed up my spm.....
cant afford to do tis on my A levels.....
it is much much more valuable in de sense of money n future....
n A level is freaking tough n stressed up programme......
damn.....

as wat she mentioned to me....
"make sure u hav ur 100% commitment for it...."
it's nothing but efford efford n efford......

trust me...
i really do wanna come back....
but tat 100% doesnt allow....
it may sound like an excuse to u....
i noe my stuff.... 100% is 100%......
8 hours sitting on desk work.... tats not a prob for me... lol........

anyway....
hey frenz.....
had hell of a great time hanging out wit u guys yesterday nite...
from makan makan... to de boob-bies talk.... to de ghost stories.... to de career talk....

keep in touch la ya.......
apparently... tats de conclusion of my craps above la.....
lol.....

spm results???
dun ask....

didnt set any expectation...
but....
hmm.... it was quite disappointing...

purposely went to skool late.... around 1pm....
dun wanna cry in front of my ex-schoolmates...
lol.......

it will be either cry or cry...
ready for tat thou....
hmmm....
yea... i cried.....lol....

didnt wan to look at de slip....
i was holding it between those papers....
walked to my car..... drive back home...
still not noe-ing my results...
finally....
reached home......
tissue.... tissue.... i need tissue....
burst into tears........

1A1 more to save 15K.....

i am so so so so so SORRY.... mummy... daddy...
I AM SORRY!@!!

okay...
let me start tis post wit tis....
brothers!!..
lol...lol......

hmm... hmm....
just take a look at those pics...
hmm...
cute!...

hmm.... i'm not sure who is whose bro...

but de 1 standing in de middle is mine...

my bro i mean... lol....

yc... daniel... e joe's bro....
lol.....

apparently... he is starting to be in love wit rc.....
lol....

If i were there....

"Eh..... u ...kenapa senyum?? boleh senyum dalam baris ke??"

u noe me.....

lol...lol... haha!...

hmm....

got tis strange feeling...

it's like.... hmmm...hmmm n hmm.....

lol....

my bro... e joe's bro....

they are in de same gang just like how we used to be in form 1 n how we still are now....

tats great rite? lol..

btw...

thurs is de day..

i'll either cry or cry....

lol.......

Again...

I GOT MY LICENSE D!!!!!

hahahahahah!!

hahahah!@!

hahahahahahah!!!

mummy... i wan a car.... can i?? lol lol....

got my license!!!...
woohoo.........

YEAH!!!.....



PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

driving test.....driving test...
it's bothering me man....
gosh......
so damn worried......

frankly speaking.....
a 70% fail????
lol.......lol......

trust me....
i am more nervous facing this driving stuff than de damn spm result...which will be out in 9 days time.....
stressful week wei...... fuh.... fuh.....

i need a license!!... really need 1.........
whoeva who pray out there....
pliz la..... "pray' for me...?????
hahahahah......

btw....... bout my hair...
trying to get use to it.....
n something..... de colour is fading off...... lol.....

something funny happened when i was in gym yesterday....
as usual... i was working out... sweating n stuff.....
den suddenly i found out tat...sweat dripping from my head are all RED in colour....
pretty OH SHIT....
lol......


pictures.....>>.

in da salon... still black.....

I was trying to take wit de new hair colour.....
obviously..... it didnt work....
end up taking random pics......