Can i just stop asking for perfection????

i am living in a never-slow-down pace for the past 18 years....

i need everything to be in controlled...
i need to have lotsa lotsa plans ahead...
i need everything to fall into place as planned...
i just wan perfection in everything i do...!

"u are not gonna enjoy ur life living in tat pace... don over-do watvea u are into...."

tat was a statement i got straight into my face from some1 i care so much....
n... it does strike at my nerves~~fuh....

my studies...
my career plan....
my appearance...
even... relationship...
i am trying so hard to get the best n perfect ones...
who dont rite?

i gotta admit tat i am too extreme at times...
ah~~~
i am changing my mindset n re-evaluating myself...