it was a mistake from de start itself...

blame no1 but myself...

i am definitely not allowing myself to turn into a b*tch like her...
it's a big NO NO...

sometimes u just hav to accept de way life is...
when it's time to giv up something, u had to no matter how torturous it is...

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

i am sorry if tis holiday was disastrous for u...
didnt mean to hav it tis way..
with these kind of ppl.... these kind of shit...

everything will fall into place very soon..
as u said...
things will nvr work out with de communication like tat...

gal.. save a place for me in the "hunting club"...
i am joining u very very soon...
lol...............