The perfectionist living within me is driving me crazy...

I never allow myself to screw up in any way.. Being perfect is always wat i strive for the past years of my life..

And now.. things are pulling me down..

I am not performing up to the standard like before..

comparing with ppl around me makes me look stupid..

I never like the feeling of losing...

Not before.. not now....

I know... this is not healthy...not good at all...

I have got to change, seriously... fuh~~

Learn to cope with failures is wat I shud do, i suppose....

Jane is not always in the perfect condition..

Please allow her to screw things up sometimes.. allow her to make mistakes..

I shud STOP STOP n STOP pressuring myself too much....!!!

suffocating~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

Things are tough here...

Tougher than any u can imagine......................

it is to the extreme that i think of giving up my degree all the time...........

sob sob:(

KARMA..!

U two bastards will suffer 10 times more to pay for ur action..

If this doesnt happen on u, it WILL eventually happen on ur loved ones...

IT WILL one day!!

This may sound bad, but none of us can feel the pain she is goin thru now...!

The stiches are hell of a tortument...

A call from my aunt tat turn my day upside down...

Mum got slashed by two BLADDY BASTARDS who tried to snatch her bag...

yea... SLASH~!

The feeling sucks to the max when u are stuck in somewhere far away from home, receiving calls like tat, couldnt be there at the first time, crying like a baby in front of ppl, etc......

She is still in the surgery room currently.

No longer in the critical condition..

I couldnt imagine the pain she is goin thru at the moment...

slashes?!

I would cry my eyes out for even a cut...

How i wish i can bear the pain on behalf of u...

I would.. I definitely would....

"Even a second could save lives"

This is so TRUE...

sigh..........................................

I feel so sorry for the two "ANIMAL" who did wat they did just now...

If u think there's nothing wrong filling ur life with luxury by putting some1's life at stake, I feel so sad for u.... so so sad for u....

i couldnt hold my tears back after the call...

not even a second of thought...

I cant afford to lose any1 of u...

Please n please tell me u are okay...

None of u can leave my life...

No..! none of u~~!!

pray..

any religion or any beliefs..

Please......................... she must stay healthy!!! please~~~~~~~~~