The perfectionist living within me is driving me crazy...

I never allow myself to screw up in any way.. Being perfect is always wat i strive for the past years of my life..

And now.. things are pulling me down..

I am not performing up to the standard like before..

comparing with ppl around me makes me look stupid..

I never like the feeling of losing...

Not before.. not now....

I know... this is not healthy...not good at all...

I have got to change, seriously... fuh~~

Learn to cope with failures is wat I shud do, i suppose....

Jane is not always in the perfect condition..

Please allow her to screw things up sometimes.. allow her to make mistakes..

I shud STOP STOP n STOP pressuring myself too much....!!!

suffocating~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`