I was able to stop tat from happening IF I had my stand stronger...
sigh:(

The memories of the worst nightmare I had, just had to rush up during that waiting period..

Waiting anxiously with tears, hands shaking uncontrollably, eyes staring at the door hoping to see the faces I knew.....
Damn, I was fucking scared:(

If anything happens for my sillyness, I will nvr stop blaming myself....
It wouldnt...wouldnt have happened if I was firm enuf........

Tat two hours of struggle took all my night with a bothering mind...
tired.. sleepless.. u name it.......

I was very disappointed tat U were not there when I needed ur support so much~~~

Fortunately this was a money-can-solve trouble...
It was all over now....

I need some sleep~~~~~~~~