Another "blackout"...
This time was the worst I have experienced.
The embarrassment it brought was enormously huge that I wish there's a hole to force my head in~!

Hmm...
The ones that I experienced were just slight short circuit condition.
If there's a circuit breaker or fuse in use, the condition can be fixed by tripping the circuit breaker or replacing of fuses.
Things will get back on its operation within the shortest period possible.

I have to say that this time was way too serious than those previous cutoffs..
For that minute or a half, AC supply got disconnected, components were shut off simultaneously and instantly~!
The terrifying blackout indeed shocked and scared ppl around.
The expressions on faces after the AC recovery  was just so mind-bothering. Sigh~~~


I wish the permanent blackout will not come too early.......:(


Fuh~~
This post is meant to be expressed in my own language..


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Forgive me for my unexpectable character and temper.
I choose to let the bond falls apart with the effect of time...

Wokay...

I am sober from all the drunken nights and the never-sufficient-holidays~!

Back to the reality!.... which is always torturous~~~~~~~~

It was the first day of the 2nd sem here in the JUNGLE..

Oh please.. it was the FIRST day and here goes the coursework and project!

Project = research

Research = Library and Google + Lab work

Lab work = Rushing~ no time allocated for mistakes and failures...

Library and Google = TIME n time n time n time n time~~~~

argh~~!!

"Projects are killing tools, much powerful than any weapon on earth"

by JANE TAN

LOL~!

It is only the first week la... Dont la force us to step on the accelerator...

Belum warm up man.. Gosh!

Results for sem 1 will be released later in the evening..

I noe how "well" i did...

And it is definitely goin to be another sleepless night with tears...

sigh~~

i wish i could take things more lightly...

I will this time...

No more tears ! Out u go crybaby!!

I did badly in the exam!

This is a real disappointing start for me....... argh~!

Had an awesome trip to melaka with the gals~~:)

ops.. i shud put it this way..

A FOOD adventure in melaka with them!!

lol...

It was simply a vacation with non stop food supply to the body..

The calories intake are to the extreme!!...

And now here goes the FATS accumulation for the aftermath.. lol....

McD~~ early breakfast.. erm.. an appetizer i called it.. haha..

chicken rice~~ brunch...

durian cendol and coffee~~ dessert for lunch... lol..

laksa, rojak, cendol@2nd round~~this is tea time??? oh.. i lost count...

satay celup~~ first round of dinner... queued for half an hour with sweat and rain, experienced being a 'celebrity' eating with 'fans' surrounded 270 degree around the table, oh yeah.. u heard me right... tat was countless pairs of eyes staring at us while we 'enjoyed' the food...

seafood n beer~~ 2nd round of dinner...

All in a day~! Too bad.. we were just TOO hungry...

hahahaha...

Another great experience with lotsa fun n laughter to be noted in the memory of ours...

Zha bo.. It's time to go on diet~!

It is nothing but just another ordinary day...

Life seems so dark to move on...

The perfectionist living within me is driving me crazy...

I never allow myself to screw up in any way.. Being perfect is always wat i strive for the past years of my life..

And now.. things are pulling me down..

I am not performing up to the standard like before..

comparing with ppl around me makes me look stupid..

I never like the feeling of losing...

Not before.. not now....

I know... this is not healthy...not good at all...

I have got to change, seriously... fuh~~

Learn to cope with failures is wat I shud do, i suppose....

Jane is not always in the perfect condition..

Please allow her to screw things up sometimes.. allow her to make mistakes..

I shud STOP STOP n STOP pressuring myself too much....!!!

suffocating~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

Things are tough here...

Tougher than any u can imagine......................

it is to the extreme that i think of giving up my degree all the time...........

sob sob:(