Jane.. breaking into pieces day by day...

I was mentally prepared for stress and the tough challenges before the year started..
yeah~~
Nvr know tat it would be this BAD...
I really mean it.. bad n getting worse....

Shedding tears doesnt mean I am weak..
Just the immediate way out to release the bursting emotion...

I need help..
I need solutions..
I need TIME??

Is this wat I want in life?
I would rather be a goose wandering around the lake.. than to be an ugly duckling working like mad...

These few months will be a war zone in and around me..
Bear with my temper.. bear with my tears.. bear with my break down over n over again..

All I need is support and support from ppl around..

Help n guide me thru this.................................................sigh..
Emotionally affected...:(
** teary eyes and broken soul...............

IF.....

A BIG word that covers all the regrets and possibilities in life..

I could have already loss my life IF I was few seconds late...

And..

Appreciation??
Regrets?
If??

Link them up~~!