ah yew called...
"plan changed..."
"Midnite steamboat in subang..."

de green box session got postponed to next mon...

again...
another nite full of laughter..
hahah!...

malas nak describe everything here...

had lotsa lotsa fun yesterday nite!...





i miss them...
i miss working there...
sob sob...







i miss him....
really do....
sigh....

lov tis!

i cried for them................

sigh.................

didnt expect tat coming...
hu...

thank ck liang for de drink...
thank daren for de donuts...
thank thye for fetching me up n down...
thank u guys for ur treat!..

my last day in Kim Gary!....

actually i shud say us la.. lol...
xiao ying just left few days ago...
n today will be stacie n i...
we are like some magnet trio...
leave together almost at the same time...

kinda sad wei...
sob sob...
de hang out n mamak session definitely gonna reduce...
our crazy plan...
our "wow" laughter...
movies in big gang....
our "quote"..
haih...
missing all those....

our manager n 3 supervisors will be treating all de staff for a green box sing k session monday nite...
we were asked to come along... although we are leaving like.. 2day....
tats gonna be my last hang out with them till dunno when d...

hav to come back to my studies...
didnt revise a shit for de past one week..
midterm is like a week away...
sei...!





n of coz...
us?
shudnt be anything more than fren at this point of time...

hahahahah!!hahahhahah!!hahahaha!

he just hav to let me believe in fate...
hahahah!!...
believe it onot...
i met mr leng cai again!!!!....

tis time is not within jj...
not mamak...
hahahahahah!!...

hahahaha!!
hahaha!
hahahah!

we were at coco yesterday nite...
my tears almost dropped when i saw him standing at de entrance...
i was like....
"OMG!..."
"holy shit!...."

n de best part of de nite...
hahahahahah!! haha!...
not gonna describe here...
rosak image saya nanti...
lol....

too bad la...
i was a bit "unconsious"...
did something de "good gal jane" wouldnt hav done...
but.. i am happy wei...
hahah....

n de good thing is...
i asked him whether he recognise me not...
he said no.... he was shocked when i told him i am working in aeon jj bkt....
dun think he heard i said kim gary la...

hahahah!!
hahahh!!
hahah!
jane... fat hao...
lol......lol..........

Happy Birthday to my dear @ wife @ husband!!...

Happy 19th ESTHER TEE!
hahahah! 19.. 19... 19...

fuh....
yesterday was a real whole day outing....

went to sunway with tat 2 kiddies..
hahah...

sakae sushi...
3D movie which costs me 18 bucks... i was sleeping for half of tat G-force thing...
took pic... dunno wat they call it in english... big head sticker? haha...
linger around till 6...
headed back to klang...

wat else... our second home... aeon jj bkt...
sing k for half n hour...
lepak around kim gary...
sengaja makan at che go to see leng cai...

9 plus... headed to my place...
stomach-ache... i hav to go back for my toilet bowl...
de 2 girls pulak... goin thru my stuff... koreking back all my memories...

he came by my hse to fetch us for mamak...

he knew i was angry....

n oh yea... i am still on fire...

didnt join them for mamak...

i rather go out with my own gang of frenz than sitting on de same table with him...!

3 more days...!

n den.. say bye to kim gary....

xiao ying!!... i'm sorry...
really.... didnt noe he was standing behind me....
lol.................................
n he fking heard wat i said!..
great la.....................................................................


mamak session with them again after work...
ppl working in jj are so "united" la...
can see most of them lepaking at de same mamak place after work.....

kim gary...
dragon-i...
kinsahi...
subzero...
dot dot dot...
all in a big group samo...


n...n........
noe who i met yesterday???
hahah!!hahahah!!hhahahahH!!
hahah!!!
my "mr leng cai"!!
hahahah!!
hahah!!

if u guys still remember...
de one who i was stalking all de time while i was working as a promoter...
hahah!

This week is gonna be my last week at work....

3 months!...
u guys hav to giv me a pat in de back la...
hahahah!...
the job tat i stayed the longest so far....
n i actually enjoy working there.....

cant afford to lose focus on my studies just becoz of a part time job...
i need to set my priority right...
quitting the job shud be de right thing to do here...
hmm....

btw...
hang out quite frequent with my colleagues recently..
mamak session every nite after work...
chit chat till 4 in de morning...
movies....
n some crazy stuff dat we did together...

went to bukit raja for "where got ghost" yesterday...
12 of us... with our uniform....
hahahah!...

de horror-comedy already make me laugh my ass off...
with jenat n ashley's 'background' laughter...
oh pliz....
i could hardly close my mouth for the whole movie session...

not to mention.... i was "flooded" with popcorns...
they got so excited + scared... the popcorns tat they were holding just have to land on me....
as in de whole bucket....
lol..........lol.......






i was kinda suprised he actually came for de movie with us...
hmm...
wateva it is...
i'm leaving in 5 days time....

i'll be quiting my job at kim gary...

will inform them 2moro....
i need to giv at least a 1 month notice thou...

will be working this whole week...
hopefully they allow me to stop right after this....

>>>>>>>>>>>>>

n hey frenz....
i need some outings here!!!...
call me.................

hmm....

one thing tat i alwiz want it to stay static foreva is....
de way i think about her...
how much frenship tat lies between US...
dot dot dot...

things definitely change...
"we are still who we are...."
a phrase to console myself thou...

i knew from de first day..
i'll definitely stay away if she "scares" me off....
nvr wanted to see de other side of her...
but u noe....
i got scared....

looking thru pics in fb... fs....
sometimes...
i feel sorry for myself for having such dull life...
ppl are enjoying their teenage life to de max while i'm leading a life of a 30-40 year old mak cik punya daily routine...

eat.. sleep... study.. gym.. work... mamak... movie....
wat do u think?
lol.....

anyway....
all i wan now is to stay focus on my current priority n move on...
guys... relationship...
dun wanna commit myself in any nonsense yet...
y rush when u hav few decades more to live n make the right choice...
i was wrong bout him... he sucks...

jane is worn out...
dead..........

mood swing...
moody....
emo...
tears...
u name it....

de best place n time for me to shed my tears....

when i'm driving alone with de music volume to de max....
when i'm on de treadmill at de gym.... sweat or tears? god noes...

i need to get a betta way to release my tension + stress...
when these 2 things accumulate for a long period....
de possibility for de volcano to erupt is super high....
watch out people!...



sick of ppl around me!...
tonnes of assignments...!
f-king traffic jam in klang town...!



i might consider quiting my job as waitress....
cant take tis any longer....

education is definitely de priority here.....

had some random outings with colleagues...
mamak...
movie...
genting??? hahaha... almost la... lol....


didnt really enjoy de movie "The Ugly Truth"...
i was dying for it to end ....
lame one....


they wanted to head to genting tat nite...
so freaking random la....
plan didnt work anyway....
lol......

another weekend just like tat...
tonnes of work to do...
yet.. time is flying like some shite freak...
ah.................!

"STOP feeling sorry for urself!"

Ponteng!...

skipped PDP class 2day....

i was too tired for anything...
didnt sleep well yesterday nite....
at least i slept la......
sleeping pills??!

btw....
assignments are starting to pile up...
time to be serious ya jane!


>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>


oh yea...
i'll be getting another job soon....
as in an additional 1....
replacing my sis as she is too bz for it ad....

data entry..
300 bucks per month....

2 jobs...
college...
fuh.......

dun get me wrong...
i'm not having some critical financial prob...
making myself as bz as i can is an enjoyment thou........
lol.......!

can feel lots of "lalat" flying around my dead blog d....

been kinda bz lately...
not so la...
just couldnt find de right time for me to sit down n note everything here...

college...
work...
gym...
outings with piggies.... badminton... mamak... movies... sleep over at my place... dot dot dot...
did some shopping just now.....

pics>>

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

thinking n guessing too much huh?

i shud ask him out someday....

hahah!...

not desperate for one...

but i need one to change my TOO routine life.....