It's the final week of studies in UNMC!
There goes my 3 years of uni life here...
Complicated feelings that i have no idea where to start from.

Bz weeks ahead...
two reports submission
one viva
fyp presentation
two papers
pack and move out!

>>>>>>>

I understand the feelings u are going thru right now..
Not being able to be there is indeed depressing...

yet...

being too pessimist is really silly..
yeah.. emotions are hard to be controlled at these times...
Keeping everything to urself.. isolating ur ownself.... ?
U pushed it off when ppl tried to reach out for u over n over again...
one thing u forget along the way...
U forget others have emotions too when u are immersed in ur own world.
too selfish to even have the thought of leaving this place.
I... really tak faham.....


emotionally exhausted...........

Current aim...

Graduate graduate graduate!

And I am up to a very interesting hobby recently.. Body building!

Been very active in weight lifting and intensive training...

The feelings after those workout are just beyond words.. 

painful and exhausted physically.. yet the adrenalin rush makes u stronger!

Well... of coz.... there are results for hardwork.

I see my biceps.. my triceps.... the curve! love it! ops...

Yup.. I want more!..

not gonna train to the muscular lady look...

Just wan to gain more strength and feel better!

I love my body! ops......... :)

Confident? over-confident?

It is nvr easy to build certain level of believe on own ability..
Yet.. to underestimate urself too often is NVR a good practice..

Learn to express ur thoughts well in public...
Learn how to socialize in a more.... er.. in electronics term.. i would say.. "user-friendly"..
Learn to communicate with others with more respect...
Learn to be differentiate ppl's comment.. a compliment... a critic.. or even a joke...
Learn to stay low and listen...
Learn to filter words from others and judge them with own thinking..  not just accept and digest!
Learn to love urself n know where u stand
Learn to be confident enuf to fight for ur right and know ur personality well...

one important note... the beauty cant bring u far and long...
the brain.. the personality..  the charisma... THEY DO!

Nvr look down on urself!
Yet.. learn to respect others not just becoz u have a certain criteria in life..
respect becoz u want to be treated the same and be happy ...

The close ones in life are always there no matter how each of us lead our lives...

:):):)

从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候
没有你
陪着我心痛

一切都是我
太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然
分开的理由
我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过
所以
即使到最后
还微笑着
要我加油

我知道你还放不下我
才会
在离开时
闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中
其实
这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦
在脑海里头
我多希望你
还在我左右

答应你
我会好好过
不让
这些眼泪白流