They changed de schedule again!...
damn........

dahla i try so hard to get used to de 2nd sem's schedule...
simply ni they change de whole thingy again.....
goodness.....

lotsa break time in between de classes...
class till 6pm... 4pm... bla bla bla...
de "best part" of all... my fri's class till 4pm!..
damn kns.......

fri is de day where i tak sabar sabar nak balik klang....
haih....haih......

a 3pm-4pm class....???
stupid betul!..
argh!!!!
argh!!!!!!

Believe it o not...
i am actually considering goin for de MATRIKULASI thingy..
haha......

i am suppose to be in penang registering now.... as in TODAY...

hmm......

giving up a level....
leaving my "thrifty" life....
n swtich to a nasty environment.. full of "MALAYS"... no entertainment... no gym... no aircond... no leng cai?....

i must be a real idiot if i were to make tat decision...
anyway.. anyhow.... de $$ sign again..!
matrix... den local u?

hahahha... i cant believe i am considering this!

still thinking la...
giv me some time.... 2 hrs?hahahahahah

patrick... mei ji... jamie... n jane...

had an outing with them yesterday...

our main plan was to attend the service in de church..
hang out at pyramid... makan... chit chat... be4 we headed to de church...

it was a real eye-opening session for me...
first time attending such church function...
de band... de qoir... de singing... de funny pastor....
hmm.... great!


n...
i met anthony... as in anthony de astro talent quest winner...
he was standing rite next to us...
n hang out together in AC.... lol.....
he looked so diff... he sounds diff.....
he is betta looking than wat we see in tv thou.... hahaha!

lol...
i think i am starting to hav interest in religious stuff..
being a christian? attending church services....?
hmm.... something to be consider....
hehehe..........

oh my....!

i was just so bored lingering around blogspot... facebook....
out of nowhere....
matrikulasi's website....
thought of checking out whether i am lucky enuf to squeez in de calon rayuan....

hahah!...

Tahniah! Anda telah ditawarkan ke program matrikulasi!
tarikh pendaftaran : 25mei 2009

hahahha....
hahahahah...
hahahhaha..
hahahahah...

i think i might go get some lottery 2moro...
hahha....

WAT!?!!

Kris Allen???
wat!!???

totally WRONG!.........

some comments from de net....>

>>I started to believe that there was a subtle cultural shift going on in this country. I mean, if a black, Democratic president could be elected in 2008, then surely a black-nail-polished, androgynous Idol could win in 2009, right? Yes he could!
Well, that did not happen. In perhaps the biggest upset in AmIdol history, the competition's darkest dark horse, the little contestant that could, the tortoise to Adam's hare--Kris Allen--took home the Idol title tonight.

>>I think Kris was a worthy opponent for Adam. I just don't think he deserved to WIN.

>Kris will go the way of Taylor Hicks, and Adam will be the next Chris Daughtry. That will make it all worth it.

>Adam will rock the world regardless - no title needed

>it IS probably better than Adam didn't win because he likely will have more creative control over a future album. Kris is gonna have to wait a while before he can show his real 'artistry'.





ADAM LAMBERT!

U are our dearest idol eva!
We HEART u!!.......

back from dinner wit my family...
yea....
tat is like so once in de blue moon....
2 months once??
lol.....
wat to do.... grandma came over.... kena bagi muka la...

"wat's wrong wit u?"
"wat's wit ur attitude?"
"why u need de whole world to worry bout u?"
"ask u shift back shift back la..."
"buy a car for u... u dont wan.... wat u wan!"

tat "u" refers to me thou....

maybe i am so used being alone...
couldnt communicate well with my family nowadays.......
kononnya balik klg to meet my family la..
sometimes not even a single word could come out from my mouth de whole day
u wouldnt want to imagine wat n how i am at home...

i am not a good daughter...
not a good sister...
i noe... i noe!...

too bad la...
so used to eat alone.... sleep alone... wateva alone...
fuck off if i dont feel like communicating k.......

they are buying a car....
i mean another 1....
so there'll be a total of 5 cars in my rumah den....

i dun need 1!... yea... although i wish i could hav 1....
but seriously...
i rather they use the money for other betta purpose than to purchase the car just for me to shift back to klg.......

"i wont shift back even if u buy de car''

ok..... tats a full stop there....

u might think i hav some attitude prob....
if u noe me well... u'll noe wat i am trying to do here.......
pliz dun waste any more money on me!...
mau spend pun... save for my education i prefer....!

i dun think they will eva understand tat.....
so let me be de "attitude prob punya daughter" la........

weekly updates.....

went around asking for job last week...
n i kinda got 4 replies...
i rejected all 4 of them....
lol..................... i noe i sound stupid.....

wanted to just get a job in subang....
stay there during weekend as well....
things are easier if it's not becoz of my gyming stuff...
hmm......

we are goin on extreme diet next week.......
jamie... mei ji n i......
DIET!....
LOSE WEIGHT!...
haha......
we can do it...!
lol.....lol..............

"Jane is a perfectionist..."

tat was from my math lecturer, ms Jas.....

hmm....
it sounds familiar....
Sir once said de same thing to me as well.....
tat was few years back...
n now....
i got de same comment again...
i guess i am still who i am 2 years back ha....

tat would actually explain y i am alwiz stressed up...
wanting everything to be in good condition... clear explanation for wats goin on.... tentatively PERFECTO.....
hmm....

i am learning to be patient....
to be more imperfect?
trying hard here.......

i think i just got a job?....
hmm....

it was so random...
as usual... gyming in jj...
i kinda walked in dis jual "teh" punya kedai n asked bout de vacancy....
n got an answer
"come interview 2moro!"

oh well....
went for it today....
i thought i am gonna meet an old man or some kinda guy AT LEAST 40 n above.....
hell great.....
he is HANDSOME.... lol.....
nice hair... pretty face... great height for a guy.... age?? haha.... a 25?26?
n he's funny....
hmm..... haha...

anyway....
back to de job thingy....
it's a 10am-11pm whole day NO BREAK TIME punya kerja...!
fuh....
how they survive?
4 bucks per hour.... ok la... boleh tahan....

n i am in a dillemma now....
just got myself into trouble.....
if i were to work.... my gyming time le??? sei lo......
if i were to work.... my parents will be like " u wan a job? i'll hire u.... ur job is to STUDY.."

yea.. no doubt... i NEED money....
i can just sit down back at home... open my mouth n ask for money....
it's just so not me recently....
to actually say tat "i wan money" take me lotsa time...
could hardly open my mouth......
so... working is de best solution here....

If u wan something... u earn for iT!....

how?
shud i take de job?
hmm......
giv me some advise if u hav 1.....

i guess i need help....
i really need 1.........

i am tensed up...
i am upset...
wateva u can describe......

stop asking me bout shifting back!....

wats with de math hw....! fucking tough.......

screwed de jpa scholarship.... so wat!....

if u can hear me shouting now.... i bet u would want a ear protector..!
chocolate cake... biscuit.... bread.... basically FOOD!
de best way to get me out of de blue......
gosh.........





i need help?
i need a listener...
tat's more precise i guess.......


n... i am goin for a job interview later...
working life up next ha.....!




AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wanted to start de post by CURSING out loud....
managed to hold myself back...

a really bad day!..
stupid stupid things plus de freaking weather plus de stress...!
O-M-G la...
burst out......!
fuck fuck fuck...! tats wat coming out from my mouth since i reached home.......

another 1 to come in an hour time....
jpa's result will be out by 5pm....



can i cry??!
i need tears!....

here in Inti's library after class........

currently doin some research on wth is bachelor of commerce all about...
remember... attending an interview THE DAY AFTER 2MORO!..
crap.....

1st day of de 2nd sem...
everyone seems sleepy.... yawning all de way... lol....
yet.. we were kinda excited to see everyone back in action...
back to how we were 2 weeks ago...

few of them didnt show up...
wilson shifted to nilai...
a new gal evelyn from nilai campus joined us...
dot dot dot.....

2moro's class starts at 12pm!...
12pm-2pm...
i wonder how am i gonna spend my time for de rest of de day....
sob...sob...

i need a job... any vacancy??
i want to shift back to klg.... any comment?
i need car pool.... anyone?
i wan money.... any volunteer for donation??

Just came back from subang....

fuh.... damn fun driving alone on highway!....
syok!!... lol.......

wokay..
went back inti for enrolment and stuff.....
pay up...
renew ID...
n collect 1st sem's RESULT!!!....

hahah!!!....
an unexpected 1...

physics..... expecting a low B or C perhaps......
chemis..... expecting a B at least la...
math..... a "pray hard" A....
stats.... A la of coz....
moral.... pass can edi la....

mana tau......
haha....

physics ........ A
chemis ....... A
stats + math ...... A
moral ........B

hahah!
happy enuf.... lol.......
pass my moral wei........
hahah!...

no MoRE Moral paper or wateva shit again in my life....!
tats de last 1 thou........ haha!...

next sem's schedule....
hmm....
dun really like it....
as usual.... all classes start at 9am.. except mon...
n wed's class ends at 6!!....
shite wed..........

next sem is here!...
say hi to STRESS...!

Trip to genting with college mates!....

tido......

pok...jane..suphon...roy....

RIA... de haunted 1.....lol....

it's SUPER cold!!!....

we need body heat......... lol......

tis looked kinda fake...but...

we were really sleeping...

roy with his 1st maggi cup EVA!

we were teaching him HOW to cook the thing thou..

hahah.....

point to de camera!

de gals!

tat was de first trip wit my college mates.....

it was kinda beyond my expectation......

had lotsa fun with them!..

our next target...

KK.... mount hiking...!

hahaha...!

*laughs............*

wokay......

it's fri d....

2 more days to end n sum up my holidays...

time to get back to business......

hu...............

A levels sucks!....

stress... stress...........

n... it's time to go back to subang............

goodbye to aircond...

goodbye to my bed....

goodbye to tv...

goodbye to internet.......

goodbye...............

*cry..................*

klang.......klang............

hahah!...

i am so a drama queen.........lol......