back from dinner wit my family...
yea....
tat is like so once in de blue moon....
2 months once??
lol.....
wat to do.... grandma came over.... kena bagi muka la...

"wat's wrong wit u?"
"wat's wit ur attitude?"
"why u need de whole world to worry bout u?"
"ask u shift back shift back la..."
"buy a car for u... u dont wan.... wat u wan!"

tat "u" refers to me thou....

maybe i am so used being alone...
couldnt communicate well with my family nowadays.......
kononnya balik klg to meet my family la..
sometimes not even a single word could come out from my mouth de whole day
u wouldnt want to imagine wat n how i am at home...

i am not a good daughter...
not a good sister...
i noe... i noe!...

too bad la...
so used to eat alone.... sleep alone... wateva alone...
fuck off if i dont feel like communicating k.......

they are buying a car....
i mean another 1....
so there'll be a total of 5 cars in my rumah den....

i dun need 1!... yea... although i wish i could hav 1....
but seriously...
i rather they use the money for other betta purpose than to purchase the car just for me to shift back to klg.......

"i wont shift back even if u buy de car''

ok..... tats a full stop there....

u might think i hav some attitude prob....
if u noe me well... u'll noe wat i am trying to do here.......
pliz dun waste any more money on me!...
mau spend pun... save for my education i prefer....!

i dun think they will eva understand tat.....
so let me be de "attitude prob punya daughter" la........