hmm....

one thing tat i alwiz want it to stay static foreva is....
de way i think about her...
how much frenship tat lies between US...
dot dot dot...

things definitely change...
"we are still who we are...."
a phrase to console myself thou...

i knew from de first day..
i'll definitely stay away if she "scares" me off....
nvr wanted to see de other side of her...
but u noe....
i got scared....

looking thru pics in fb... fs....
sometimes...
i feel sorry for myself for having such dull life...
ppl are enjoying their teenage life to de max while i'm leading a life of a 30-40 year old mak cik punya daily routine...

eat.. sleep... study.. gym.. work... mamak... movie....
wat do u think?
lol.....

anyway....
all i wan now is to stay focus on my current priority n move on...
guys... relationship...
dun wanna commit myself in any nonsense yet...
y rush when u hav few decades more to live n make the right choice...
i was wrong bout him... he sucks...