Life sucks~!

people! people!...

18th dec.... fri nite...
jane's hse!...

drop by if u are free ya....!
ops... i mean MUST!...
lol....


it's my bday btw....
if u dun know....

Random pics....

jane.. jane.. n jane....

Midvalley....

sunway....

us!

kdu's loo....

green team!...

kinda like the shirt thou....

hey people...!
17th of dec is 2 weeks away....
hahahah!!....


"I am 17!!"
tis statement will be expired in 2 weeks time for me..... lol....



forgive me for being hyper-excited about it...
18 is something big for me thou...
:)-

3 more papers to end my 2nd sem!...

My 1 month break will be here in one week time...
de holidays which i hunger for are finally HERE~~!

i wan a part time job...
cant imagine myself hibernating in de hse for 1 month....
mr woh.... how are de "details" goin on? no news d ka?

kerja boleh kerja...
but....
my bday... christmas... new year's eve celebration will all be screwed....
hmm....

She disappoints me......
really do....
sigh...........



for the words tat u said....
for the action tat u took...
for the trust tat u lose upon me...

i was hurt deeply inside....
n i am truly upset about it....
sob sob....


U are making me losing my mind...
please.. please... n please...
do not interfere...
de more u do... de further u are pushing me away....

i would never be dumb enuf to screw up my priority(STUDIES!!!) for any other crap in my life......
always thought u knew tat betta than me...
yet...
u lose ur trust...

frankly, i am losing mine to u as well...






mum..................
i noe my stuff....
i wan to succeed in my life more than wat u could imagine...

give me a break la k...
i need some space for inhalation too....
*hu.... he.... hu... he....

Controlling Anger -- Before It Controls You

Strategies To Keep Anger At Bay

1. Relaxation
2. Cognitive Restructuring
3. Problem Solving
4. Better Communication
5. Using Humor
6. Changing Your Environment

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I need to control my temper.....

Losing it too easily nowadays....

burst..! boom..................!

I thought i already got rid if it....
who noes...
it is "haunting" me.....

I'll be participating in a marching competition 2moro...
i repeat... kawad kaki!...
in coll life???
gosh... tats de lamest thing tat can happen....

I hav no choice...
we were forced to do it thou...
the "kambing korban" batch.....
hav to embarass myself in front of so so many people...
sob sob.....

as usual... de only gal in de team.....
damn!....
so men-sia-sui-kan....

i need a mask 2moro!!....

i did warn them earlier thou....
dun expect me to give command or wateva shit...
shout like a mad gal in college?
tat's another nightmare man....
fuh....

thanks to robert for his willingness to sacrifice thou....
haha...

anyway....
wish me luck la ya....

KDU Green team!!!!

I am sorry i lost my temper...
couldnt help it but it just have to burst off without notice....

n i am begging u guys....
pliz pliz pliz stop making me feel irritated....

u noe jane....
a can-snap-anytime band.....
leave me alone... i just wan to get things done.....
hu............*breathe in breathe out......



3 more weeks to end the bladdy stupidest and lamest sem eva!!...
n say bye to PDP!...

It's gonna be a long long longggggggg week.............
~~~~~!!!

I'm done with de Malaysian Studies assignment n presentation!!...
yahoo~~!

need a good sleep 2nite...
be4 i faint n collapse for being a walking-panda....

nov sucks!!
I NEED my holidays!!
Dec... i am waiting......
Hunger for "ur arrival"...!

>>>>>>>

Life is hectic yet hollow...
living without an aim is wat we called "lifeless"....

he is there wit me all de time.. yet... something is missing along de way...
i am there but i am not....*if u get wat i mean....
too bad...
tats de evil jane......

not goin too far away before i lead myelf into consequences which i cant bear with...

will step back when the time comes....

I'm back!....

Been really bz recently...
here and there...
fuh...
could hardly squeeze some time out for my blog...

Measat trip

the three of us...!

Jane with her engineering coat....

Leadership camp in Gopeng

The guys' condo...

The Green House Dormitory...

The outer view of the "green house"

This is the loo..........

imagine u doin ur business in the midnite without any lights in it...

trust me... it's very very scary...

awas durian!

banyak durian tress around...

jane n yuvan...

alfred the budak gila...

yuvan the fatty...

Kevin de monkey...

kamal.... He's super tall wei...

Bashir... the pants dropping guy...

the trio and Nadir the naughty boy...

They are the ones who i hang out with the most in coll thou...

This is the tree house which i stayed in...

alone!!...

Jane... cooking...

dun play play k....lol...

briefing session be4 the high rope course

21 of us who attended the camp...

face kena draw.....

sob sob...

Younis the bully...

n ryan the blur case...

tats our transport thou..

likea bunch of refugees on a truck...

haha...

More pics will be uploaded soon...

ter-delete most of pics.....

had lotsa fun there thou....

river rafting was the best!!....