Asking for transfer? Is it a big mistake of mine?? I wonder......

It has been a mess since I sent that email..
Words went up to HR director.. To my immediate bosses.. To seniors around...
And hell ya... U bet that I have not have any peace moments in office since then..

Human is meant to be selfish...
The concerns of those unrelated personnel.. be it colleagues, bosses, or seniors...
Their intentions are always a big question mark to me...
Who on earth in a working environment will care wats going on with u, unless they are indirectly being dragged into the problem loop n affecting their benefits some way somehow..
So pliz..... Just go away n stop bothering me if u are just trying to cover own shit..

It was a mismatch from the start for me to be in this position..
I struggled hard n finally decided to voice out for a better scope of work
Yes.. Along the way.. Ppl call me a lady with guts.. Or silly young fresh grad...
Do u think i give a damn?
I just wan a better path n better learning platform..
As I said earlier.. No one is responsible for ur future but u yourself!

I just wan to get over with all these mess...
It's really beyond my control.. Whether or not to leave.. It's up to how management wants me to be..
I did my part n pliz just leave me alone...
I was advised that to survive in such big corporation like this... U have to talk to the right people at the right place at the right time..
People approaching me trying hard to be the so called right people is really kind of u guys..
But enuf is enuf.. ! Give me a break la wei..........

Hey frenz..
Opportunity dun come knocking on ur door. Start doing something to be build who u wanna be!

It has been a while since my last appearance here.

Life.... Ntg is ever easy (for me).

Been thru lots these few months..  Laughter n tears...
Trust me... Being Jane is very tiring....

You may say... U will live happier if u ask for less n live as it is..
And you know wat.. I call tat "Bullshit"..
I am aggressive? Or mildly aggressive as wat I was told? Like to be the center of attention? Nvr hav enuf of wat I have?
Hey n hey..... Isn't tat who Jane is all these while??
Giving myself  all these excuses to slow down is wat coward does.. N hell ya... I am not.
How can u even move on n improve when u are fully satisfied with who u are??

I am responsible for my own future. Appreciate anyone's advise n critics along the way.
But please bear in mind... You can give ur comments at this moment and turn around forget bout it the next moment.. You are not going to walk my life for me.
So... Whether or not I fight for wat I want... Tats my concern n responsibility.

Of all those messed up thing tat happened n still going on... One thing I am very glad...
I have you to be with me along the journey. Please stay close becoz I do not know when is the next strike again... Thanks for your patience n love!

Simple is always cool huh....
I need a getaway.....