"Jane is a perfectionist..."

tat was from my math lecturer, ms Jas.....

hmm....
it sounds familiar....
Sir once said de same thing to me as well.....
tat was few years back...
n now....
i got de same comment again...
i guess i am still who i am 2 years back ha....

tat would actually explain y i am alwiz stressed up...
wanting everything to be in good condition... clear explanation for wats goin on.... tentatively PERFECTO.....
hmm....

i am learning to be patient....
to be more imperfect?
trying hard here.......

i think i just got a job?....
hmm....

it was so random...
as usual... gyming in jj...
i kinda walked in dis jual "teh" punya kedai n asked bout de vacancy....
n got an answer
"come interview 2moro!"

oh well....
went for it today....
i thought i am gonna meet an old man or some kinda guy AT LEAST 40 n above.....
hell great.....
he is HANDSOME.... lol.....
nice hair... pretty face... great height for a guy.... age?? haha.... a 25?26?
n he's funny....
hmm..... haha...

anyway....
back to de job thingy....
it's a 10am-11pm whole day NO BREAK TIME punya kerja...!
fuh....
how they survive?
4 bucks per hour.... ok la... boleh tahan....

n i am in a dillemma now....
just got myself into trouble.....
if i were to work.... my gyming time le??? sei lo......
if i were to work.... my parents will be like " u wan a job? i'll hire u.... ur job is to STUDY.."

yea.. no doubt... i NEED money....
i can just sit down back at home... open my mouth n ask for money....
it's just so not me recently....
to actually say tat "i wan money" take me lotsa time...
could hardly open my mouth......
so... working is de best solution here....

If u wan something... u earn for iT!....

how?
shud i take de job?
hmm......
giv me some advise if u hav 1.....

i guess i need help....
i really need 1.........

i am tensed up...
i am upset...
wateva u can describe......

stop asking me bout shifting back!....

wats with de math hw....! fucking tough.......

screwed de jpa scholarship.... so wat!....

if u can hear me shouting now.... i bet u would want a ear protector..!
chocolate cake... biscuit.... bread.... basically FOOD!
de best way to get me out of de blue......
gosh.........





i need help?
i need a listener...
tat's more precise i guess.......


n... i am goin for a job interview later...
working life up next ha.....!




AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wanted to start de post by CURSING out loud....
managed to hold myself back...

a really bad day!..
stupid stupid things plus de freaking weather plus de stress...!
O-M-G la...
burst out......!
fuck fuck fuck...! tats wat coming out from my mouth since i reached home.......

another 1 to come in an hour time....
jpa's result will be out by 5pm....



can i cry??!
i need tears!....

here in Inti's library after class........

currently doin some research on wth is bachelor of commerce all about...
remember... attending an interview THE DAY AFTER 2MORO!..
crap.....

1st day of de 2nd sem...
everyone seems sleepy.... yawning all de way... lol....
yet.. we were kinda excited to see everyone back in action...
back to how we were 2 weeks ago...

few of them didnt show up...
wilson shifted to nilai...
a new gal evelyn from nilai campus joined us...
dot dot dot.....

2moro's class starts at 12pm!...
12pm-2pm...
i wonder how am i gonna spend my time for de rest of de day....
sob...sob...

i need a job... any vacancy??
i want to shift back to klg.... any comment?
i need car pool.... anyone?
i wan money.... any volunteer for donation??

Just came back from subang....

fuh.... damn fun driving alone on highway!....
syok!!... lol.......

wokay..
went back inti for enrolment and stuff.....
pay up...
renew ID...
n collect 1st sem's RESULT!!!....

hahah!!!....
an unexpected 1...

physics..... expecting a low B or C perhaps......
chemis..... expecting a B at least la...
math..... a "pray hard" A....
stats.... A la of coz....
moral.... pass can edi la....

mana tau......
haha....

physics ........ A
chemis ....... A
stats + math ...... A
moral ........B

hahah!
happy enuf.... lol.......
pass my moral wei........
hahah!...

no MoRE Moral paper or wateva shit again in my life....!
tats de last 1 thou........ haha!...

next sem's schedule....
hmm....
dun really like it....
as usual.... all classes start at 9am.. except mon...
n wed's class ends at 6!!....
shite wed..........

next sem is here!...
say hi to STRESS...!

Trip to genting with college mates!....

tido......

pok...jane..suphon...roy....

RIA... de haunted 1.....lol....

it's SUPER cold!!!....

we need body heat......... lol......

tis looked kinda fake...but...

we were really sleeping...

roy with his 1st maggi cup EVA!

we were teaching him HOW to cook the thing thou..

hahah.....

point to de camera!

de gals!

tat was de first trip wit my college mates.....

it was kinda beyond my expectation......

had lotsa fun with them!..

our next target...

KK.... mount hiking...!

hahaha...!

*laughs............*

wokay......

it's fri d....

2 more days to end n sum up my holidays...

time to get back to business......

hu...............

A levels sucks!....

stress... stress...........

n... it's time to go back to subang............

goodbye to aircond...

goodbye to my bed....

goodbye to tv...

goodbye to internet.......

goodbye...............

*cry..................*

klang.......klang............

hahah!...

i am so a drama queen.........lol......