WOW! WOW!...
tat says it all...
hahahah!!!...


expect de unexpected....
lol.........
lol....
lol....


u guys really gav me shock of de year la!!....
hahahahhahahahahahah.......................

haha.. hehe... huhu.....

done with de shell scholarship thingy....
after a 5 to 6 hours of effort.?
i am satisfied wit the outcome......... hu........

up next!..
jpa interview.... THURS!!!....
joe... foxy... sy... n me...
de four of us.... yea..... we are goin....
lol.........
how GREAT if all 4 of us are selected rite........
### dream...........................................#####
lol............

btw... some1 is goin melaka.... hahah!!!!!

all da best!!!.....

i am burning de midnite oil 2nite!...

physics... here i come...!

i hope de nescafe works for me....
lol...
more bread... more biscuits...
to stay awake.....
hav 2 korban my 'fat' la....

Busy weekend!....

things to be done:


moral "ass".... lol....
scholarship...
preparation for the freaking JPA interview...
physics revision... test!!!
stat's revision... quiz!!!



things tat i wish i could do:

GREEN BOX!...
movie!
yam cha...
facial....
meeting him....
wateva.....

hu.... hu....
taking a deep deep breath..........

i was so not in de right mood yesterday....
again.... coughing.... feeling de headache n stuff in class.....
skipped moral class n went back klg.....
how great yea....
lol....

i was kinda stressed up i guess....

moral assignment>>> deadline next monday.....

Chemis's test>>> wed (which is 2MORO!)

Math's test>>>> thurs.... "great"

Physic's test >>> next mon......... SHITE!

Stat's test>>> next mon.... damn probability...... dun get it le.... haih....


dahla stress....
she pulak pushing me.... scholarship!.... scholarship!... faster... faster...
fuh.......

i need back my sze yiin...
where is she missing for de past few months......????
study!... pliz study.............

wokay....
some of de pics for the orphanage visit!.....
we had fun!!!

aren't they amazingly cute??
i think they are!..

this was de emo moment...
where they sang...
trust me.... it was a damn touching moment...

them with de kiddos...

mei ji de cute little gal.....

us!...

he's aaron!...

writing their names....

roy.... de gila 1.... lol..

brintha.....

:>

hmm....
yea... it was a great day overall...
we did something good n meaningful thou....

n something i learnt...
"Life is PRECIOUS"
To de ppl out there.... dont do it if u dun plan to be responsible...
play safe if u wan to hav fun.... Those "products" that u made n abandon them the next minute are gonna suffer!!!.....

they were so innocent....
born to enjoy de life...
too bad.... those irresponsible ppl just hav 2 ruin their lives!!!.....

emo moments.....
i thought i was de most fragile 1....
but... lol...
found some1 tat is more fragile than me.... ROY!....
haha......
anyway..... it really touched my heart when they sang the song....
hmm..... yea... most of us had tears in our eyes........

moral assignment??
it's definitely something more than tat!......

Jane is feeling love-less.........
life is bored....

we are goin to the orphanage 2moro...!
Rumah Juara in PJ.....

it's our moral group assignment nyway.....

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

i am coughing my lungs out.......
need med.... need doctor....
yea.... i noe i am stubborn......

Jane Tan!!...
U are not allowed to get sick right now......!
sob... sob....



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where are u???
where are u???!!!!!

friday de 13th.....
de sui day.....

skip de sui part la....

hang out wit my old frenz at nite.....
end up goin back home at 5 in de morning...
lol....

he just came back from ns...
n she is heading there next week....
hmm....
all da best ya gal.....
take care....:)

btw..
"sy.... u shud come back n join 43 la...."
hmm..
i.... i.... i.........................
haih.......

actually de semangat rc really came back recently....
boring life sucks la.....
had de second thought of....'why dont join tutti...'....

hmm.....
think think n think......
i screwed up my spm.....
cant afford to do tis on my A levels.....
it is much much more valuable in de sense of money n future....
n A level is freaking tough n stressed up programme......
damn.....

as wat she mentioned to me....
"make sure u hav ur 100% commitment for it...."
it's nothing but efford efford n efford......

trust me...
i really do wanna come back....
but tat 100% doesnt allow....
it may sound like an excuse to u....
i noe my stuff.... 100% is 100%......
8 hours sitting on desk work.... tats not a prob for me... lol........

anyway....
hey frenz.....
had hell of a great time hanging out wit u guys yesterday nite...
from makan makan... to de boob-bies talk.... to de ghost stories.... to de career talk....

keep in touch la ya.......
apparently... tats de conclusion of my craps above la.....
lol.....

spm results???
dun ask....

didnt set any expectation...
but....
hmm.... it was quite disappointing...

purposely went to skool late.... around 1pm....
dun wanna cry in front of my ex-schoolmates...
lol.......

it will be either cry or cry...
ready for tat thou....
hmmm....
yea... i cried.....lol....

didnt wan to look at de slip....
i was holding it between those papers....
walked to my car..... drive back home...
still not noe-ing my results...
finally....
reached home......
tissue.... tissue.... i need tissue....
burst into tears........

1A1 more to save 15K.....

i am so so so so so SORRY.... mummy... daddy...
I AM SORRY!@!!

okay...
let me start tis post wit tis....
brothers!!..
lol...lol......

hmm... hmm....
just take a look at those pics...
hmm...
cute!...

hmm.... i'm not sure who is whose bro...

but de 1 standing in de middle is mine...

my bro i mean... lol....

yc... daniel... e joe's bro....
lol.....

apparently... he is starting to be in love wit rc.....
lol....

If i were there....

"Eh..... u ...kenapa senyum?? boleh senyum dalam baris ke??"

u noe me.....

lol...lol... haha!...

hmm....

got tis strange feeling...

it's like.... hmmm...hmmm n hmm.....

lol....

my bro... e joe's bro....

they are in de same gang just like how we used to be in form 1 n how we still are now....

tats great rite? lol..

btw...

thurs is de day..

i'll either cry or cry....

lol.......

Again...

I GOT MY LICENSE D!!!!!

hahahahahah!!

hahahah!@!

hahahahahahah!!!

mummy... i wan a car.... can i?? lol lol....

got my license!!!...
woohoo.........

YEAH!!!.....



PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

driving test.....driving test...
it's bothering me man....
gosh......
so damn worried......

frankly speaking.....
a 70% fail????
lol.......lol......

trust me....
i am more nervous facing this driving stuff than de damn spm result...which will be out in 9 days time.....
stressful week wei...... fuh.... fuh.....

i need a license!!... really need 1.........
whoeva who pray out there....
pliz la..... "pray' for me...?????
hahahahah......

btw....... bout my hair...
trying to get use to it.....
n something..... de colour is fading off...... lol.....

something funny happened when i was in gym yesterday....
as usual... i was working out... sweating n stuff.....
den suddenly i found out tat...sweat dripping from my head are all RED in colour....
pretty OH SHIT....
lol......


pictures.....>>.

in da salon... still black.....

I was trying to take wit de new hair colour.....
obviously..... it didnt work....
end up taking random pics......