Shell Malaysia scholarship~~!!!
ah~~~!!

wokay...
despite the failure 2 years ago, i gav it another try for this scholarship using my diploma + spm results...

and there it goes...
de core of the problems and headaches... fuh~~~~

first phase of selection...
the screening of all applicants' achievements, participation, bla bla bla.. all the written lame stuff as usual...
i got passed thru tat and received calls tat i will be going thru the second phase.. which is the telephone interview!!

trust me..
tat was the first time in my life encountering such interview style..
it freaked me out thou...
After all the preparation, waiting, fighting with my nervous brain cells, the 1 hour fon interview was finally a pressure off-board in my head...
ah~

2 days ago...
the first reaction when i read the reply from Shell in my mail was.. "OH YES!!!"
de second thoughts overcame the first one instantly, "Oh damn it...~~"

I got thru the fon interview as well...
but...
the third phase will be de face -to-face interview!!

This tues...
10.45am-5.30pm!
Headquarters of Shell, KL..
n... "Please report urself to the admin before 6.45am on the day"
6.45am??!!
KL!!
i shud be awake at.. 4.00am???!!
*faint~~~~ faint~~~

to get myself clear of wat will happen next..
i googled about the past years selection process...
"Shell Recruitment Day" is wat they called it...
and none of the passage i read about this process indicates tat this is an easy go...
5 out of 5 blogs tat i googled on, failed the selection..
i wonder if there's actually a 'survivor'...
haih...

to make things worst...
it's my final next week~~!
I need more time!! more more time!

this is squeezing my brain juices out of me slowly n surely...
n i noe... i will be meeting a bunch of super smart and active people there...
to be de survivor of all, ask me... i am giving myself a 0%......

anyway.. anyhow... i have already struggled thru yesterday nite...
i WILL be there for it!
*the whole process for the JPA scholarship selection is replaying itself in my memory...
it was a nightmare~~!
haih.............
haih.........