dilemma~~!!

should i? shouldnt i????

ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

found a job...

found a room...

everything is off to go...

all i need now is a GREEN light from myself...

i'm in de yellow light where i can choose to put a full stop to being a part in my family...or i can put everything down, forgive n forget...

wat should i do now???

this is a decision which will turn my life upside down...

i...

i...

i...

i hav no idea wat to do now~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i hav already been thru few emotional days...

mentioning the matter will only turn my tears flow on...

a special thanks to u for being wit me these few days!

u noe who u are... lol..

anyway...anyhow...

i'm standing back on my feet to continue my journey...

whether or not to move out...

lets just pray de best for wat is about to come!!